Thursday, August 19, 2010

my broken heart and brick-filled brain and all the thoughts therein

i'm tired lately.
the doctor said it's maybe because my heart is broken and she gave me some pills.
they make me more tired.
they make me heavy, like i have bricks and rocks all up in my head.
i picture my head being as big as our couch, because that is how big it feels like it is.
i picture myself at the top of a tall flight of stairs, looking over the edge
and then i picture my body not being big enough to hold my massive head up,
and then i picture falling down the stairs.
and then i touch my teeth and make sure they're still there.
my daydreams are crazy vivid sometimes.


an9e1a said...

I love these pictures and that your daydreams are "crazy vivid," but I so don't want your heart to be broken. :/

Jen said...

Yikes lady. Sorry you're feeling crappy. :(

kelly ann said...

oh no, i don't want your heart to be broken, dear! i'm sorry... i hope something makes you smile today. :)

Sydney said...

soooooooooo this has nothing to do with the post but.. NO MORE MUSIC ON YOUR PAGE WHAT!? that's all.

Chantelle said...

what happened to your heart? :( who broke it?

(give me their whereabouts and I'll smack 'em)

Chantelle said...

what happened to your heart? :( who broke it?

(give me their whereabouts and I'll smack 'em)

Amyschmamey said...

A broken heart is a sad thing. No laughing matter. But I love your drawings, and I love how you tell your story. Get better soon!

Amber Rose said...

You have such a beautiful way of expressing yourself. I'm glad that I found your blog.

Just remember that all the pain and suffering just makes all the beauty that much more amazing.

And PS: I answer the questions when I read interviews, too. :)

Briana said...

Rough patch? :/ I'm here if you need to vent/sob about it

But I must admit, I love what you've done with your layout

April said...

:( I'm sorry that your heart is broken. And that your pills make your head feel enormous.

I hope it gets better soon.

couchbarnacle said...

suggestion- neck crutch (will help balance your head so that the rest of your body can support its weight.

less about your feelings of giant-headness: arrested development is one of the greatest shows ever.

Ah, yes. The "Bob Loblaw Law Blog". You, sir, are a mouthful.

Linz said...

ok, i didn't mean to laugh while you're obviously feeling down... i'm sorry. it's just that...your doodles are so cute and your story is absolutely adorable. but i'm really sorry your heart's broken and you don't feel well. i've been there for the past 2 years, and am still kinda there, but dragging myself out finally. you can do it too.

Steven Cain said...

You can't cure heart hiccups by holding your breath Suzy... please, please, please listen to your doctor with your throw pillow ears.